jetbag:

do you ever go weeks without being sad and hold everything in then one day you like drop your water bottle and start crying about how you fear you’ll die alone

• so much today and recently has been reminded me of my best friend and other close friends who completely dropped me after high school. i know i should get over it but it is so hard seeing them interact and still being close and im just chillin over here. i think the worst is that i thought we would be best friends for a long time and now i just feel like a complete piece of shit.
• on a different note, i wish my college friends would at least reach out to me and ask me if im doing alright or how im feeling when they know that i have been especially sad recently. i do that for people when i know they have been struggling or have a lot going on and i wish that just once someone would ask me how im doing instead of ignoring everything i said when im poured my heart out. feeling ignored after essentially bearing my soul doesnt make me want to talk about my issues more, which everyone tells me i need to do but then the next day they act like nothing happened.
• to summarize, life could be better

2013zarry:

me: *gets really sad and has an emotional breakdown*

me, ten minutes later: lmao that was so fuckin lame

awkwardvagina:

have you ever just cried because you’re you